There's nothing like a new hairdo to mark a new chapter of your life =) hopefully my new chapter will be wild, romantic and full of fufilment

just got back from the yummiest dinner and most relaxing chill out sessions with my girls =)
ahhh guys come and go but yr girl friends are for life.. really gonna miss our gossip, philosophical discussions and grumblin sessions! am lookin forward to friday night ;) its up to u Sharon to show us there's hope left for us single girls after all

and so the busy weekend ends. a chapter closes. im starting afresh on a blank page once again.
hopefully the shadows die down as the sun rises on my new day.

have finally booked my flight, will be leaving on the 28th of sept at 2325 =) im really lookin forward to flyin off and moving on.

well to sum it up, i went down to see electrico on friday. go buy their cd! they rock. and i mean it.
=) after which we proceeded down to harry's where we finally showed mik how a flaming lambourghini shld be drunk.. ahh huixiang we rock !

headed to send folks off at the airport on sat morning then off to a fufilling cell grp session.. ahh sharon and jan u girls are the best... am really gonna miss u when im gone =(
wasnt in too good a mood but no worries, a trip to venezia to have a scoop of tartarfu which cheered me up considerably (it really tastes like ferrero rocher! )

sunday was a lovely day! well met up w everyone over breakfast as we went to send the ppl headed to china off.. really have to organise a meetup soon =) after which i learnt a ton abt israel and palestine and royal families from our dear history genius.. u really dont have a leaky brain.. thanks loads for the lecture though

am looking forward to dinner w the girls at essential brew tmr! =)

I see the light by Electrico

Look around what do you see?
Crazy fools staring at me

Why do you just seem like running away?
Is it because you want to stay?

Y0u're foolish in your mind
I think you've crossed the line.

Run circles in my brain
You've no idea of pain

I don't know what you can see

Crazy people staring back at me
As they peer upon their final face

Look, i've got a hole up in my head
I just don't know what i'd do in this place

Think it's because staring at the wall
I don't know what to do anymore

I see the light
I see the big bright lights

They are always with us,
the thin people
Meager of dimension
as the gray people

On a movie-screen.
TheyAre unreal,
we say:
It was only in a movie,
it was only

In a war making evil headlines when we
Were small that they famished and
Grew so lean and would not round
Out their stalky limbs again though peace
Plumped the bellies of the mice
Under the meanest table.
It was during the long hunger-battle
They found their talent to persevere
In thinness, to come, later,

Into our bad dreams, their menace
Not guns, not abuses,
But a thin silence.
Wrapped in flea-ridded donkey skins,E
mpty of complaint, forever
Drinking vinegar from tin cups: they wore
The insufferable nimbus of the lot-drawn
Scapegoat.

But so thin,
So weedy a race could not remain in dreams,
Could not remain outlandish victims
In the contracted country of the head
Any more than the old woman in her mud hut could
Keep from cutting fat meat

Out of the side of the generous moon when it
Set foot nightly in her yard
Until her knife had pared
The moon to a rind of little light.
Now the thin people do not obliterate
Themselves as the dawnGrayness blues, reddens, and the outline
Of the world comes clear and fills with color.
They persist in the sunlit room: the wallpaper
Frieze of cabbage-roses and cornflowers pales
Under their thin-lipped smiles,

Their withering kingship.
How they prop each other up!
We own no wilderness rich and deep enough
For stronghold against their stiff
Battalions.
See, how the tree boles flatten
And lose their good browns
If the thin people simply stand in the forest
Making the world go thin as a wasp's nest

And grayer; not even moving their bones.

I cant think, time's running out, soon to be left behind.
This morning was like a rehearsal for the soon to be inevitable.
I'll leave it at that


That particular time
by Alanis Morissette

My foundation was rocked
my tried and true way to deal was to vanish
My departures were old
i stood in the room shaking in my boots

At that particular time
love had challenged me to stay
At that particular moment
i knew not to run away again
That particular month i was ready to investigate with you
At that particular time

We thought a break would be good
for four months we sat and vacillated
We thought a small time apart
would clear up the doubts that were abounding

At that particular time
love encouraged me to wait
At that particular moment
it helped me to be patient
That particular month we needed time to marinate
in what "us" meant
At that particular time

I've always wanted for you what you've wanted for yourself
And yet i wanted to save us high water or hell
And i kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt
And in the meantime i lost myself
In the meantime i lost myself
I'm sorry i lost myself

~You knew you needed more time time spent alone with no distraction
You felt you needed to fly solo and high to define what you wanted
At that particular love encouraged me to leave
At that particular moment i knew staying with you meant deserting me
That particular month was harder than you'd believe
but i still left
At that particular time~

yesterday feels just like a dream.. ever so surreal.. i feel like a princess and the luckiest girl on earth really *smiles

mambo was uber fun! we def shld go again.. ;) i'll spare u all the details
oh apologies to william for keepin u out so late...
and thanks to vick for the drink =) lol we are evil!

*spinning on a dizzy air* =)

finally went down to jurong east to ice skate! and found out i havent lost all that i've learnt, albeit a large part =p had a blast, attemptin stunts and watchin the rest do the same.. and even when we all failed miserably..

then there was bummin at my place after.. im pretty psyched up abt the stayover on friday! =) what shall i cook? hmmm.... =)

on another note, this phrase sums how i feel up entirely
" i do want to go overseas. just not now"

~ chemistry
not thinking
it ends before it begins
feeling left behind

anyway i miss u girls! when's our swimsuit shoppin outing?

=) its over at last. yet all too soon. have met some of the most amazin people.. people who make u think, reflect. friends to chill out and have fun with. yet as i wear my heart out on my sleeve, everyone is leaving all too soon. am i the only irrational one ard? or perhaps the only reckless one *smiles

think i'll probably be bookin the 28th of sept flight to go off with the cambridge peeps.. ive bought my laptop at last. a beautiful sony FS25GP. its beautiful.

im in love *smiles

anyway to sum up the last few weeks! here are the hilights!

1. clinging to xizzy at the buffets at first, not knowin which intellectual conversation to avoid

2. the phone calls joy and i made with our direct line

3. watching initial D w Joy, wangning and shihui! =p

4. the countless chill out sessions after CIP

5. forming the popcorn interchange with engsiang during fantastic four

6. buying props and messing ard in the hatshop with herngjer, dom and yuanxiang

7. learnin to dance w dom.. oh wait.. lets just make it dom dancin =p

8. takin funny pictures of poor sleepin ppl during the stayover at the agora

9. russel peters!

10. the endless walking during the chalet

11. taitai conversations at the chalet jacuzzi with mel

12. learning mahjong with cards then tryin to play with tiles!

13. my new found neighbour william! who puts things into perspective =p

14.telling ghost stories during the chalet and jerald summin em all up w "do u want to eat" lol

15. playing the polar bear game at OBS

16. rehearsals rehearsals!

17. the post dota dinner

18. ndp preview followed by dinner at lau pa sat

19. circles of trust ;)

anyway ice skating on tues.. hope all the psc folks get the msg

=) im havin the time of my life

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